Saturday, November 21, 2009

My Day...hard to make a decision


Oh what a long day's.....what a nice weather...what a good thing happened...what a bad moments. As long as myself ok everything is ok...YOSH!!!!

Recently i got so many invitation for interview. But most of the time i cant go coz right now im very dedicated to my work. (actually i dont know the road and of course dont have time the to go coz of my work).

Am i regret about that...hm a little but its ok. The past is the past no need to bring it again and again. I want to become a businessman. even have a small bizz i can be satisfy with it. So let me say it again and again "************".

My working life rite now..i dont think i like it.. day by day it becoming weird, unusual, and not systematic. Its clash with what i willing to learned. I used to think to find anothers job. So after this if there a better offer for me in the future i better go for it. I need to adjust my ways of life right now. I cant be like this forever and ever. Something need to be change and that is me. But working at my company rite now is the best moment i ever had. I gained a lot of things such experienced, networking, matured in thinking and so on. If someday im not working at this area again i will miss it coz i loved and enjoyed the working enviroment dealing with so participants that have difference style....but sadly this batch a lot of thing happened. i used to raise my voise to participants in term of discipline. I need to take care of them.. i loved them that make me hard to point my finger to them but this batch i need to it. What i know job is the priority. Loved them we need to remind them even to be angry at them.......

My case two days ago...i cought 7 girls who are not in the class. They hiding in others classroom. When i cought them some of them seem angry . they mentioned they are late that why they dont go and will go after morning tea break. Some give excuses how about people who are not come today? the trainers mad with me coz im coming late! and so on......FIRST my thought are they dont respect me langsung. COZ the first things they need to say to me is SORRY!!!. SECOND if you made a mistake please ACCEPT what you done is wrong. Why must BLA..BLA..BLA...with something else. FINALLY ..PROMISE lah u dont do that again!!!!!
Anyway my behavior that day is cool ..maintained my voice ..coz i dont want to hurt them ..but one girls dont respect me when i asked her to stay and write her name she doesnt want to stay and say it to me " u know my name so u writelah"...hm its ok i still cool :).

ANyway what i learned from one book that given to me by my EX-Boss (Norazlan) are "IF YOU EVER RAISE YOUR VOICE IN ANY SITUATION, MEANS THAT YOU ALREADY LOST YOUR TEMPER AND YOU CANT CONTROL THE SITUATION" - "rules of life" 😅 kononnya

Now i want to talked about my partner ANISa ..she seems happy everyday. Mybe she is special human beeing :-) She will laugh in any situation that reflect her or her enviroment. the attitude of her make us happy but sometimes not only me even sabitah a bit weird if she laugh all the time when we try to asked her something. And Sabitah (dah bertunang daaa) just waiting for that "day" maybe this June i think. So all the best hope that everything is well......


Gambar Sabitah bertunang

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

A Long Break!!!!

Seem a lot of thing happened around me till dis day! oh what a day......

hm...a long break means a lot of thing dat i missed to upload here. Just have a free time from my work. But the truth is work is always around us expect or unexpected. What a mess day!

My blog just to show my moments and my thinking. Talking about my working day everthing seem "blur" i dont know why. I though i want to make this time such excellent job but sadly it's not. But ...what i know work must be done! whatever it take just do it to make the thing complete in time (even alway run out from the date line). Thinking about work ...hm maybe i should thinking about anothers job coz seem i cant gained what i want and it clash with self- believed. As Doc mail always mention to the student when he given her talk " first, do you best when you working and try to coperate with the culture of the organization, show the best of you but in the end if something from the company is against your own rules/ your own principle or way of life then you choose to joined the company or not " ( what i understand from this is at last we the one decide the moment we want to choose) - what doc mail try to tell us ...yes i agreed with that.

ok ...let me introduce my partners..actually they with me at batch two but i forgot to upload their photo in here. Jeng..Jeng presenting madam Sabitah and Ms Anisa.








with that i end my session after a long break...i will come again with more..and more things..da